Mia wanted some cheese crackers - oh man I love those crackers. I took some out and put them in a bowl - I didnt eat any or even lick my finger - no salt you know.
Milada made chicken for lunch and it smells so good - I WANT TO EAT FOOD. FOOD FOOD FOOD! I cant stop thinking about food! Why cant I be obsessed with making a million dollars instead?
Im sticking with this and its going to get easier - temporary, temporary. If I also had to give up my computer and TV right now I think I will die :) (I fucking hate those smily face icons!)
I have a size 38 waist and clothes look freaking horrible on me. I want to be able to dress nice and look good. I should have a 32 waist AT THE MOST! I look at myself in the mirror constanly trying to look better than I do - changing shrts 4 times before I can even leave the house - it doesnt work because I dont take care of the real problem. the mind
Im going to juice beets later today, because Im wild like that.
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